When we get 12 posted comments on one entry, it tells me that I need to write a new entry. We are still in Wenatchee, wishing we had an apartment in Missoula. Glenda is trying, and the complex we'd like to go into has a waiting list for ground floor apartments. We are going stir crazy here. There is very little room so it's hard to find anything to do other than be on the computer, watch TV, read or listen to music. Wayne really needs to have a place to work on his quilts. He hasn't done anything on them in months.
I don't know if I ever mentioned the tumor vaccine that I read about. My cousin, Marrisha, spotted the article on CNN. It was about a man who had inoperable brain tumors and who underwent a procedure that worked. The doctor went in and took a piece of the tumor. Then he used it to make a vaccine for that specific type of cancer, re-injected it, and a year and a half later, the man had no tumors in his brain.
So I wrote to the doctor, hoping that he might still be doing that trial and that Wayne might be eligible. The doctor is in San Fransisco, and we both have family in the area. The doctor wrote back and said he'd have his assistant triage us, but what we got was a list of trials going on. There is a trial for the vaccine and it is specifically for patients with metastatic, non small cell, adneo carcinoma lung cancer, which had spread to the brain. Bingo! That's Wayne. However, the study is in Tampa Florida, so we are not sure we can do that, even if he were accepted.
But I am going to write to them anyway, and see what we can do. If it's meant to be, the way will show itself.
Meanwhile, Wayne is doing okay. He tires really easily and spends a great deal of time lying down, listening to music on his MP3 player. Boy what that the best investment I ever made! He has a lot of songs on it, and it saves him from being totally bored. The tiredness is called cancer fatigue. It stems from the disease as well as the treatment. Our friend Denise went through it when she had chemo two years ago. She said that it was horrible because she couldn't really sleep, but she was so tired all she could do was lie there. She wasn't able to watch TV or movies because she couldn't concentrate well enough to follow along. This seems to be true for Wayne as well. He either sits outside and watches cars go by or he is lying down listening to music. And sometimes he falls asleep. But you don't have to concentrate when you listen to music, so it really is the thing that makes it easier for Wayne.
For Denise, the tiredness hit following each chemo treatment, but for Wayne, it seems to have hit following his radiation. He did great all through it, but afterward he has been really tired. Also, I think they started the chemo two weeks earlier than originally planned because his tumors hadn't shrunk much. So he didn't really get that recovery time he needed in between. But he doesn't complain. He just accepts what is happening and uses his energy to be positive and fight.
He is up for finding out more about the vaccine trial in Tampa. I will write more about it when I hear back from them. Meanwhile, thanks to everyone for your prayers love and comments. Keep them coming. Wayne really loves hearing all of them.
I certainly hope you are able to move to Montana this week. Hopefully Glenda can find you temporary housing, and remember if you stay with Fern there is a hospital only 6 miles down the road. It may not be a Cancer Treatment Center but they can provide quick short term medical care. Good luck on the trial vaccine. I would think that there is a foundation that would help with the expenses. Maybe the people at the hospital could help you with that information. Try to get some sleep so you can regain some of your strength, and as you know music soothes the soul, so enjoy all you can. Love you lots.
ReplyDeleteGlad to hear you are out of the hospital. Let's hope you get moved to Montana real soon. We had snow flakes here today, I'm not ready for winter. Keep the faith and know you are loved very much. Karen
ReplyDeleteWhat are your favorite tune. I have an extenal hard drive with over 10,000 song. I can set you up with about whatever you want to hear. My doctor that i work for is an neurologist and has lots of contacts t/o the USA. Let us know if there is anything we can do. LOVE YA
ReplyDeleteI think we came to the same decision today as Donna. We have to call Fern, but we are ready to move over there and stay with her while we look for an apartment in Missoula. We are really pretty miserable in this motel. Wayne needs to be able to work on his quilting when he feels up to it. He also needs to have a quiet place to lie down and rest, and nothing about this place is quiet. And I am going nuts here too. There just isn't anything to do all day unless we have appointments. I did go to Leavenworth today to get the mail, but Wayne didn't feel well enough to go with me. Karen, the prayer shall came, and Wayne loves it. Thank you! He and I made something similar for Denise. We had her friends and family trace their hands on off white flannel and write encouraging words of love. Then I pieced it into a quilt, and one of Mandy's friends quilted it for us. We called Hands of Love. She is Jewish so on the other side we did a Star of David. She really loved it. I'll keep you posted, and Carol, Wayne will let you know what music he wants. He perked right up when I read your entry.
ReplyDeleteSo glad the package arrived. There are many people praying for you. Remember you are loved. Karen
ReplyDeleteI am so glad that you may stay with Fern for a while. Her place is so serine and comforting. You'll be able to sit on the deck and enjoy the mountains and valley. Can't think of a nicer place on earth to be. Love you lots.
ReplyDeleteI talked to Fern tonight, and so we will be moving there shortly. We are going to double check with the oncologist to be sure about timing, but we're hoping to move the beginning of next week. Woo Hoo! We are so ready to get moving.
ReplyDeleteYeay, you are moving!! Out of the cracker box!! Wayne, when Denise and I moved here to Missouri, it had the feeling of "going home" for me. It must feel good to be going home to Montana. Getting into a comfortable, relaxed place will take lots of stress out of your lives.
ReplyDeleteHow is your energy level doing? I hope as the chemo wears off you begin to feel better. It was that way for Denise.
Well, from 2000 miles away, here are some good vibrations coming your way...
We love you. Take care.
John
Horay, moving day is near!!!! I know you will be so much happier and relaxed, and I believe sleep may come easier with the fresh mountain air. Plus you will be around family who loves you sooooo much.
ReplyDeleteWe just got back from the oncologist's, and they want Wayne to wait until the following week because he is due for chemo on the 8th. But it's onlt one more week.
ReplyDeleteI suppose the Doctor knows best, so hang in there and keep the faith. Maybe this will give you a little more time to go throught things and get packed. I know moving can be an overwhelming task, but will be worth it when you finally get there. Take Care. Love you.
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